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Tuesday 12 December 2017

Headache

Lately kepala aku sakit, rasa kena tekan. Area hidung ke dahi ke saparuh kepala. Sakit, mungkin sebab tidur lambat atau mungkin sebab banyak fikir atau...

Last week ada buat mental health test, and..
Mungkin sebab anzieti yang makin teruk? Masa matrik ada juga buat test mental health, sama. Yang lain okey except anxiety. I try to control myself, control everythings i wanna think. I try to fight everything i scared. Just because i wanna live a happy life. But still belum berjaya. Masih menggigil satu badan bila bercakap dekat depan. Masih menggeletar tangan bila bercakap sambil berdiri di tempat sendiri. Mungkin ramai tak perasan, aku cuba sembunyikan kelemahan aku. Taknak orang tahu. Malu.
I try, i even join palapes in a way to fight this anxiety, to be brave, confident. Maybe not now. I will never stop trying until i can get a normal life.
I deserve to live a happy life, to be confident. I can do this, we all can fight our fear. We can do this! 

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